Sunday, December 21, 2008

This is an "about Hayley Rogers" blog

People may have whatever opinion they like of me, but here is mine.
you can agree to agree, or agree to disagree.
Just to sum all of this up real quick..I. Am. Mean.

I'm also selfish, and rude. I ignore phone calls just because. I blame things on other people too much. I call all my friends stupid and annoying.
I am inconsiderate of most other peoples feelings.
I will say things really uncalled for a then after it's already been said, "oops my bad." 
The majority of my friends get my cruelty. It's just how I am and I'm pretty sure most of my close friends wouldn't have me any other way.
I'd be better as an emotionless boy than a happy peppy perky girl. 
People are alarmed when I wear dresses, and so many friends of mine will tell me that they hate everyone, including me. I don't mind. I usually like you if we are friends, regardless of what the b*tch I am.
The only things I really like are my boyish girl friends, my indie friends, my "hate-the-world" friends, my gay friends, and my books who are my bestfriends. 
I won't cry even if I probably should, but when I do cry it's like a volcano erupting from my face. Blubbering idiot if you ask me. My whole family isn't very affectionate, that's why I'm not ever affectionate unless I actually like you. 
And I'm really fine with that, it really doesn't bother me. 
My bestfriend is Katy Conti and we don't touch each other, unless it's for a picture or when I am bored. But I wouldn't have it any other way.
I think I am becoming more open to my friends, slowly.
I have always had a hard time with that. That's ok though, I like keeping to myself. It's really nice. People aren't always in my business like some people. And it's good.
I like finding out that people talk about me, even if it's bad.
I will always be a tease, I really can't help it. Im sorry to the majority of all boys in the westlake/thousand oaks/agoura/oakpark/newbury park/moorpark/simi valley regions. I find boys stupid and funny and annoying, but I just like them, I get along with them better than girls. I act like them more than I act like a girl. 
"hate" is a big word in my vocabulary.
No matter how much I want to say it, I can't say no..well to certain things.
I dress up too much and like myself best when I look gross, I also can't deal with being without my phone if I am out.
I get annoyed, very annoyed, very easily, lots of people know that.
I get irritated, very irritated, very easily, lots of people know that.
A lot of people think I am always depressed but then a lot of people think I am always happy. I am like a freaking mood ring. 
I don't ever really like the boys that I kiss. It's just something to do. I just do a lot of stupid things when I am bored, and I get in trouble for them a lot. I also cut and dye my hair when I am bored. And dress like a girl also.
it's exciting. I think I am exciting. Even though I sit around most of the time. It makes for a lot of interesting conversations and a lot of good food. I don't care what people at my school think about me.
Because a lot of them think I am:
-A lesbian
-A really big slut
-"emo"
-"indie"
-A really big stoner
-A really big indie stoner slut!
I think they are all really funny. I find people in general just funny. 
I really like to flirt. With everyone. Boys & Girls. 
I am almost 17 but mostly I either act 7 or 70. 
to be continued.......

1 comment:

kc said...

Oh my god Hayley, this is the realest you have ever been. Ever. Thank you for taking the time to type about yourself, I know you are usually too selfish to even do that because it takes too much time.

And which do I fit into on this?
"The only things I really like are my boyish girl friends, my indie friends, my "hate-the-world" friends, my gay friends, and my books who are my bestfriends."

I am a little bit of all of them. Boyish girl, indie, hate the world, gay, and a book. Because I am a mystical creature just like the books you read.


PS someday we will touch. Someday maybe we will even make out. I bet we would think each other were good kissers. Ew. I would be so grossed out if we made out..So would everyone else. "You can tell me anything, Hayley. So how far have you and Katy Conti gone?"