you can agree to agree, or agree to disagree.
Just to sum all of this up real quick..I. Am. Mean.
I'm also selfish, and rude. I ignore phone calls just because. I blame things on other people too much. I call all my friends stupid and annoying.
I am inconsiderate of most other peoples feelings.
I will say things really uncalled for a then after it's already been said, "oops my bad."
The majority of my friends get my cruelty. It's just how I am and I'm pretty sure most of my close friends wouldn't have me any other way.
I'd be better as an emotionless boy than a happy peppy perky girl.
People are alarmed when I wear dresses, and so many friends of mine will tell me that they hate everyone, including me. I don't mind. I usually like you if we are friends, regardless of what the b*tch I am.
The only things I really like are my boyish girl friends, my indie friends, my "hate-the-world" friends, my gay friends, and my books who are my bestfriends.
I won't cry even if I probably should, but when I do cry it's like a volcano erupting from my face. Blubbering idiot if you ask me. My whole family isn't very affectionate, that's why I'm not ever affectionate unless I actually like you.
And I'm really fine with that, it really doesn't bother me.
My bestfriend is Katy Conti and we don't touch each other, unless it's for a picture or when I am bored. But I wouldn't have it any other way.
I think I am becoming more open to my friends, slowly.
I have always had a hard time with that. That's ok though, I like keeping to myself. It's really nice. People aren't always in my business like some people. And it's good.
I like finding out that people talk about me, even if it's bad.
I will always be a tease, I really can't help it. Im sorry to the majority of all boys in the westlake/thousand oaks/agoura/oakpark/newbury park/moorpark/simi valley regions. I find boys stupid and funny and annoying, but I just like them, I get along with them better than girls. I act like them more than I act like a girl.
"hate" is a big word in my vocabulary.
No matter how much I want to say it, I can't say no..well to certain things.
I dress up too much and like myself best when I look gross, I also can't deal with being without my phone if I am out.
I get annoyed, very annoyed, very easily, lots of people know that.
I get irritated, very irritated, very easily, lots of people know that.
A lot of people think I am always depressed but then a lot of people think I am always happy. I am like a freaking mood ring.
I don't ever really like the boys that I kiss. It's just something to do. I just do a lot of stupid things when I am bored, and I get in trouble for them a lot. I also cut and dye my hair when I am bored. And dress like a girl also.
it's exciting. I think I am exciting. Even though I sit around most of the time. It makes for a lot of interesting conversations and a lot of good food. I don't care what people at my school think about me.
Because a lot of them think I am:
-A lesbian
-A really big slut
-"emo"
-"indie"
-A really big stoner
-A really big indie stoner slut!
I think they are all really funny. I find people in general just funny.
I really like to flirt. With everyone. Boys & Girls.
I am almost 17 but mostly I either act 7 or 70.
to be continued.......
1 comment:
Oh my god Hayley, this is the realest you have ever been. Ever. Thank you for taking the time to type about yourself, I know you are usually too selfish to even do that because it takes too much time.
And which do I fit into on this?
"The only things I really like are my boyish girl friends, my indie friends, my "hate-the-world" friends, my gay friends, and my books who are my bestfriends."
I am a little bit of all of them. Boyish girl, indie, hate the world, gay, and a book. Because I am a mystical creature just like the books you read.
PS someday we will touch. Someday maybe we will even make out. I bet we would think each other were good kissers. Ew. I would be so grossed out if we made out..So would everyone else. "You can tell me anything, Hayley. So how far have you and Katy Conti gone?"
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